Stream of Consciousness

Oracion

just looking back at what I posted the night before my last first day of high school I had all these goals and I think I’m about to meet every single one of them. It’s like every week I find out news about something that I applied for and it’s always good. I havent been disappointed yet, but my decisions for which school i want to go to is going to be probably the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make in a while, but it doesnt quite reach the nivel of wondering whether or not I should have that last piece of pie..I feel like I at this point I should know where my life is going, but i’m in the dark with just every aspect and it kinda sucks, but then again i’m grateful to even have the luxury of being able to pick and choose and not just being subject to having to go the one school I was so desperate to get into and if i didnt then i’d be screwed. It’s weird because at this point of my life even though it’s like the busiest that it has been in a really long time, I’m not really relying on God half as much as I should be and it pains me to think that because he’s the reason. He gave me the talent of even being able to focus on my studies in school and to be in the position where I am today. It disheartens me a little, but I need to push myself to have a more meaningful relationship with Him and not just to have superficial ones where I ask for him to help me ace a test or something. Oracion. It’s funny how sabbath schools today was just so applicable to me and God even had to go out of His way to go so far as to have to speak to me in another language and he gave me the ability to understand. to truly understand that He just wants to be there for me. This summer is going to be so crucial for me. I got a job at Cohutta Springs and I feel like I couldn’t be any more closer to God than i will be in that environment. A whole 8 weeks of just cultivating that relationaship and not having to worry about school or any life problems. It’s just gonna be my happy place. Anywho got this lang precis to write so ima be out.

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